Thursday, August 02, 2007

I Had a Bad Dream

i had a bad dream last night...as in super nakakatakot...akala ko nga totoo buti na lang nagising ako around 2am and i found myself trembling in fear.

ang set up ng dream ko sa house namin dito sa manila tapos may part din na nandun kami sa old house namin sa province. Ang naalala ko lang umuwi daw kami sa house namin sa dito sa manila kasama ko ang mama ko at mga brother ko tapos sa may nakabalot daw sa sako na katawan ng tao parang nachop ganun pero di naman namin kilala kung sino yun...next scene...paglabas ko sa terrace nasa kabilang bldg yun mga killer tapos nakatingin sa amin dahil dun hindi na kami makalabas ng bahay at kung sino sino na tinawagan ko para kunin kami dun pero walang dumadating. next scene...sa old house namin sa province...nakaupo kami ng mama ko sa sala...nakita ko sa window nasa gate na ang killer pinaplano na nilang pasukin kami sa bahay, apat silang lalake hindi naman nakakatakot ang mga face pero yun thought na naisip mo anytime papatayin ka nila at ang pamilya mo yun ang natakot ako, helpless na talaga ang feeling ko.

nagising ako ng 2am tapos natulog ako ulit after 15 minutes, ava! lechugas at may kadugtong pa ang panaginip ko this time nasa loob na ng bahay ang mga killer at pinipilit daw kami kumain, sabi ko sa mama ko "wag mo kainin yan baka may pampatulog, tapos papatayin tayo", next scene...may lalake na itinatali sa cross hindi ko kilala kung sino pero parang isa sya dun sa mga killer...nagising na ako ulit...hanggang dun lang ang naaalala ko haaay

nagsearch ako sa internet ano ba kaya interpretation ng dream na yun at ano significance ng killer sa dream ko...ito ang nahanap ko...pero di ko pa rin maintindihan

To see a killer in your dream, suggests that an essential aspect of your emotions have been cut off. You feel that you are losing your identity and your individuality. Alternatively, this dream may represent purification and the healing process. You are standing up for yourself and putting a dramatic end to something.

Friday, July 06, 2007

adik na yata talaga ako sa blogging hayayay! habang gumagawa ako ng presentation para sa mid-year accomplishment report, nagbabasa ako ng mga blog at eto nga napadpad ako sa http://www.blogthings.com, syempre out of curiosity sinagot ko ang ibang quiz. Nasurprise ako sa ibang result...sa iba naman eh okay lang somewhat true hehe...



You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved
You aren't afraid of social situations...
But you very much prefer to go it alone
And why not? You're your own best friend!



You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!




aaaww! frustration ko 'to maging poet or writer




You Should Be A Poet



You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.

And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...

Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.

You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.





You Are 88% Peaceful

You are the epitome of inner peace and total calm.
You are grounded, emotionally mature, and very wise.
While no one's life is perfect, you have a great amount of perspective on the world - and you place in it.




You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!



Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you




Your Fashion Style is Sporty

You're a natural beauty who doesn't need fancy clothes to look good
You prefer your clothes to be comfortable, so you can stay on the go
For you, femininity is not how you wear - but how you wear it.
Still, don't be afraid to show off that great body in a dress or skirt!



You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content.
You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is.
And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!



The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.




Your Emoticon Is Smiling

Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.




All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.



You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends.
You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push.

People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice.
You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with.

A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds.
You are both a good mentor and companion.

Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried

You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain

Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."





whoa! third born talaga ako!

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.




You Are Fozzie Bear

"Wocka! Wocka!"
You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up.
If only your routine didn't always bomb!
You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming.



i tagged you Chase, Karen, Sophia, Chigo and Bianca (as if naman binabasa nya hahaha :)

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Friday, June 08, 2007

si mang charlie at ang bus na biyaheng fairview


papasok ako sa office this morning, habang tinatahak ng FX na sinasakyan ko ang kahabaan ng Quezon Avenue may nakita akong dalawang bus naka-park malapit sa capitol medical center,nacurious ako kaya tinignan ko kung ano ang nangyari, pagtingin ko sa pangalawang bus, nakita ko yun driver papunta sa gilid ng bus, tumigil sya sa may parteng gulong, nasa akma na syang sasampalin ang bus sa sobrang inis nya,buti na lang nakapagpigil sya at hindi na nya itinuloy ang pananampal nya sya bus. Bwahaha sobrang natawa ako sa scene na yun! ang itsura pa naman ng hair nya parang yun hair ni Johnny Depp sa Charlie ang the Chocolate Factory. If ever itinuloy nya ang pananampal sa bus, sino kaya ang masasaktan si Mang Charlie or ang bus?

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

lately i've had so many things on my mind...i wanted to write it on my blog but just couldn't find enough time to do so...for the past two weeks im having this weird anxiety of collecting my thoughts and make a meaningful post...err disturb or something...uhm honestly i still dont now why...

i spent the weekend infected with the "katamaran syndrome"...instead of my initial plan to go to the parlor and have a haircut(i've had this nerd look for two months now) and stroll to the mall to buy some stuff, i changed my mind and just stayed at home...enjoying every moment of being alone in the house...falling asleep with an interval of 1 hr...texting some friends...dvd marathon...eating and so goes the list of "buhay baboy"...so unproductive for a 27 year old bitch that i am...if my mom could have known this, i would have been "again" bombarded with her text sermon of my being lazy ek ek ek...


i have to end this post...got to concentrate on work...ciao!